January 2011
17 posts
Confession:
I’m addicted to HGTV.
Can’t wait to renovate my new house and decorate. I’ll be posting up before and after pictures once we start. The closing date is the end of feb.
on a side note; Things are looking up. Hopefully we can work things out sooner rather than later because I hate living alone and being here without him. I think way too much. that and we always have fun, and...
Anonymous asked: why do you bother with him? i feel bad for you girl.
I feel so helpless. I can’t do anything to change this. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how I’d ever be able to move on.. I just don’t know. This is all so hard. He is the one I’m going to marry and he’s just walking away.
I’m just going to bottle up everything and never be able to trust again. I’m tired of being hurt.
“life sucks and then you die”
yourequitelovely asked: afjkljafl can we hang out soon? thanks ;D
http://beautymixup.tumblr.com/ask
I’m miserable without him. I’m lost, numb, lonely, scared. everything. I can’t shake this feeling. This is beyond horrible.
good one
21 today
and I’m buying a house. DAMN I’m old !
